Bisul oh bisul....

Assalammualaikum...hi Good Morning...

Hehehe...seganla arini nk cite pasal bisul....

Dah masuk 30 tahun nih...pertama kali kena bisul yg betul betul bisul ...dulu just mcm jerawat jek dan tak sakit sgt. Kali nih betul2 sakit sampai rasa nk marah jek. Berdenyut sepanjang masa. Bila cite kat kwn2..ade yg kata kena minor operation la kena potong la kena cucuk la...aku dah cuak dah. Walaupun aku nih kategori berani ..tapi bab bab tuh tergugat gak ... Masa operation bersalin lain tak sedar sbb kena bius baik punye... Kalu yg minor nih biasalah tgh2 sedar diri doktor pun operate...eeee...seram seh... Walau bagaimanapun aku kalu dah terdesak sakit sgt jadik berani gak akhirnya...

So 18hb April lepas aku pun ajak Hubby gi Hospital Selayang. Jeng jeng jeng... takut gak sbb bisul tuh ade tiga ketul dkt left underarm aku...huh...seriau bila terfikir kalu lah bukan bisul tapi penyakit lain yang lebey bahaya.....ingat nk tinggal wasiat dah...

Ape pun doktor kerajaan tuh confirmkan mmg bisul...so ubat-ubat kat atas tuh dia bekalkan untuk aku sehingga bisul surut...siap bagi surat kalulah bisul tk surut perlula merujuk kat klinik kesihatan berdekatan untuk jalani minor operation ...Aaahhhh TIDAK...

So sehingga arini aku tk miss mkn ubat-ubat tuh...sbb aku betul2 nk sihat semula drpd bisul...

Papa n Dina doakan mama cepat sembuh ye... kalu tk sape nk buat keje umah sume...hihihihi

Sape yg bace post nih pun doakan jugak ye...aku cepat baik dan bisul aku cepat surut... 

Penat gak tk boleh gerak2 sgt sbb takut terkena bisul tuh...bila terkena rasa nk meraung jek... tapi kenala control ayu.... mcm tk sakit... tk suka tunjuk diri lemah depan org.  

Okey la...see you guys later in my next post...LUV U Papa n Dina...and sape yg bace blog nih... muah muah muah...

I need, I want...but....

Assalamualaikum....

Getting older is the one thing you can't stop. For some people it comes visually...for others it comes emotionally. In my case I think it's both....
I just couldn't relate with a lot of things around me
I despise a lot of things ...people's behavior .... hypocrites.... annoying attitude...and the list goes on...
Maybe this is who I am.... I just can't be what I'm not.....But it scares me to death ....
I want to be loud and free but I'm just not bold enough for all the challenges ahead ..I think...or maybe I just couldn't find it in myself my true potential....
If only there is someone or something that could give me a little push to go for the goal ....
What am i suppose to do .... I'm no longer happy with my job...I need changes... I need to be driven by pure consciousness and meaningful achievement with vivid goal on my family's future development....
Yes I need that... I really need that ....
I need to start my contribution to the world or maybe a more specific and realistic aim ... my family ...I need and I want to give them a better life ...The life that they would appreciate and not regret .....
If only I am brave enough to take that risky step forward and take my chances on a new career and lifestyle....
I know I need to... but there are too many buts for me....

Just update....

Assalamualaikum....

Last weekend as i wrote in this blog before.... we finally went to my hubby's Family Day. As committee of the programme he was so tight up with the it's itinerary. So as always i was busy taking care of my tomboyish princess. She was so active and just wouldn't stop. And as always it just manage to get on my nerve. But that's what a healthy child should be shouldn't it. Though she tires me a lot that weekend...I'm just happy for my hubby that the Family Day went well. Sure there are rooms for more improvements but it was okay for his 1st programme. I tried to help here and there in managing wise and happy with how the Family Day turn out. Want to know what we did ....

1st day :  Just after office hour we head straight to our destination 
                 (the chalet) in convoy.

                 Had our supper with supper duper spicy fried ricer and noodle 

2nd day : Started with aerobic conducted by my hubby's colleague 

                 Continued with games ...fun games for kids and adults...
                 (It was one of the highlights of the programme)

                  At night there were lucky draws and karaoke session (fun fun fun)  

3rd day :  We went to Menara taming Sari, Samudera, Stdhuys and strolling 
                 along Dataran Pahlawan to Mc Donald where we had our lunch    

                 On the way back to KL we stop at Zoo Melaka ....
                  there were just 5 families left then...the other decided to head 
                  home earlier 

So that's  all we did... tiring but fun and nice memories to look back ....

I have here one of the photo we took... 

At the zoo

Bye.....love u .