Assalamualaikum ...
Hari ini 7 Disember 2012 ... misi kurang berjaya. Setelah Irdina mencecah usia 2 tahun pada 3 September lepas, me and my hubby decided to have our 2nd baby memandangkan kitorang dah yakin sket that my body is ready for it. So far tiada sebarang komplikasi pada tubuh (rahim mama) yg dpt dilihat dr mata kasar. Sadly kami masih belum berjaya conceive. Mama mcm mula-mula nk dptkan Dina dulu every month sering rasa kecewa even though dah cuba utk tidak tunjuk sebarang emosi ...dalam hati ni hanya Allah S.W.T. yang tahu. Lately papa selalu mentioned pasal pregnancy .... it breaks my heart when i failed to conceive after 3 months trying especially when it comes to the moment that I need to break the news to my hubby. As if i have let him down. I know secara saintifiknye we are working together in this effort but i still feel that all the weight is on my shoulder. I restrained myself from crying though. I do not want to be weak. I want to be okay and try harder for my hubby and my little darling Dina. I believe Allah has a better plan for me and my hubby.
